The last summer.

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

let it be beautiful

our very 1st picture after 2weeks ure in camp.

Happy blated 2 years annivesary.

i admit im afraid of losing you. it would feel like heartattack, worst pain i ever had.

Everything I say right now

Is gonna be used in another fight

I been through this so many times

Can we change the subject?

You gonna start askin me questions like

"Was he attractive?

Baby the fact is... "

You're hearing rumors about me

And saw some pictures online

Sayin they got you so angry

Making you wish you were blind

Before we start talkin crazy

Sayin some things we'll regret

Just let the past, just be the past

And focus on things that's gonna make us laugh

Take me as who I am, not who I was

I promise I'll be the one that you can trust

So please don't judge me

And I won't judge you

Cause it could get ugly

Before it gets beautiful

Please don't judge me

And I won't judge you

And if you love me

Then let it be beautiful

Wednesday, June 13, 2012

imissyou .......

been listening to wali band songs... put me in tears .. emotional out of control ..
lately i down with those un-important issue. been read-ing those old text msgs from my old nokia phone. how i miss the old you .. the only one that love me dearly .. how you used to be the sweetest boyfren , to text me everysingle sec to check wthr i was doing fine . telling me everysingle hours how much you love me missing me need me & want me with everysingle text msgs calling me dear honey baby . i admit i yet to adpt with all this changes .. youre no longer the school boy that always hv tymes for me . youre turning a real man soon as soon you gonna serve the nation. . as for now you end you day night with you own workload .. not even hv a lil tyme owme to spent with... dis days i really dont look frwrd for my off day .. off day is the most bored days and hurting days for me, as i only wasted my time stay at home doing nothing ... wait waiting waited to be wish you ask me out for the very last min but ...... i shldnt say more as i dnt wish to cry any longer ... i pray for us to be back as how we used to be my dear ...

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

next time. .

Guess who`s back ? I am back again. Life goes on. I am still working at Uniqlo ion. Rather den just working, I am back for school. Done with my 1st practicum last February. Currently waiting for CIT class to start on May.

Been thru a lot of shits but somehow things happen, make me stronger.

Workplace getting out of my control. I miss working with Arao san. Thank you for everything. Yes I passed the test because of you. I will try my best to be ASM as you want. And congrats to you too, you promoted to the next rank !
& our new store manager is Yoshi san the opp of Arao san. Yoshi san wont let the staff to extend their working hours and he stayed in the office all day and as for Arao san different, always at shop floor with us & shut us if we wanna clock out on the dot. New store manager, new area manager. Kenji san promoted as well. they sent Taka san to replace him. OMG its hard for me.
My evaluation gonna be different now. to prove them the new ppl is not easy i tell you.

To be dream to be wish to fly to Japan something that i want in my life ever since i work with uniqlo.

Love- As i mention i went thru a lot. But lately my dear sweetboy is back to the one i met september `2010. We are like cat & dog or i shall say Tom & Jerry. No matter how many times we fight we wont be apart. Youre that guy i have word to say. you`re that guy who have been tolerating most of my mood, cranky,shit i made,misunderstood and if I could translate everything I feel this is exactly what my heart reveals for you.

I love you Ridhwan Matin
i need you so bad, i noe ure busy with ur new job now.
no matter how busy you are, and may not hv enuf tyme to spent with me,
my heartbeat$ always for you.
i love you much, how we were promise on september 15 2010.
now my love for you even more.

I hope i`m not late to wish everyone

EID MUBARAK !