Sunday, March 15, 2009
AN HISTORY
Camelia maafkanlah akukarena ku tak bisa temani tidurmu
Camelia lupakanlah aku
jangan pernah lagi kau temui aku
kau wanita terhebat
yang pernah singgah di hatiku
kau wanita yang tegar
aku mohon lupakn aku
sudahlah jangan menangis lagi
ku rasa cukup sampai di sini
mungkin di suatu saat nanti
kau temui cinta yang sejati
sudah cepat lupakan aku
jangan pernah ungkit masa lalu
ku takut kekasihku pun tahu
kau pernah menjadi simpananku
camelia ....
camelia ....
kau wanita terhebat
yang pernah singgah di hati ku ....
aftr i listen to dis song ,, i realised dat aclty im the camelia of yours papi...
i spent my 8mths with you ,, 140308-000008.... since i broke up with my ex-boyfren on the 130208.. you made my lyfe happy .. & i do love it ...i still rmmbr dat tyme we ate ice-cream @ vivo in a rain.. ders the tyme you fetch me aftr work,, & ders also the tyme you took urgent leave bcos you wanna spent tyme with me ...
bt its been hurt wen your girlfren calld me ,, & told me dat you're attchd fer more den 6mths.. you lied to me,, you said that you're single fer 3yrs..gosh! so i decidd to back off bcos i noe ders nothing betwn you & me ,, we're jus the "papi & mami",, yt not official.. i felt sory to your gf,, i noe how it feels ... & tho you've broken up with your gf & wan me back,, im sory! well tyme to get some change .. im tired of cryng .. tired of waiting .. tired of being hurt by othrs.. ya ryte, its difficult for me ,,how can i frgt you ,, we've been spending our tyme for 8mths .. bt how can i gt rid my ex,, our relatnshp was almst 2yrs.. i do love you papi ,, yt i do really miss my ex .. this is utterly disappoiting ! im trying so hard to move on .. so pls don distrct my way ...i know what im going through is really difficlut & only me understand exactly how it feel .. ...
anw HAPPY 27 BIRTHDAY ARLYN !!..
TOGETHER
saturday 140309
woke up at 11.30am
my eyes really cant take it ..im still sleepie!!papa calld & naggy @ me bcos of the othr nyte metta .. i was sooooooo pftt !! & ya it was a h0 r0 ble day !! if last yr 140308 was a very sweet day in my lyfe ,,dis yr was sucks! although i sorta !! i still do wat ever things dat i hav to .. & ya sppsd to go somewer .. ok i dnt wish to talk abt it .. i nearly screamd at mama regrding dat stff!! bt hey i did apology mama just now b4 she off to her wrk place ok ..
i have been doing my compry ,, essay ,, news paper articles .. i dont noe la kn ,, trying to act lyke studious !! seriously impossible for me right now to finish evrything ...at 9.30pm watchd 'TOGETHER'.. im crying over dat drama !! i was so not in the mood ,, & im totaly in a sad version .. & dat drama was so drama .. up till my tears drop .. aiyoh! before im off to bed at arnd 2.30am ,, i had t0mat0 noodleee den listen to my sony & recently wondering ......................
better to have you , ryte ?! =)