'Goodbye' may come as a shock .. Even though I love You a lot , I`ve given every breath I`ve got .. I put so much trust on You .. I love You with all my heart & soul , but I get trash in return ..
I just dont know what the problem is ? what the deal is ? I 'couldnt see' it ?! Dont think I forgot ,, We all make mistakes .. Sometimes we do desperate things .. What does it prove to You? NOTHING !
'Now' my heart cry for help .. I keep second, guessing myself .. Why does it have to be so hard to let you go ? Did i deserve to left here hurt ?? ... .. ..
October, 5 .2009 .. Somehow I just don't understand You . ... . After what You done .. Why ? Whatsup with Your msg ? (s You wish .. we`ll mit up nx wk .. )
October , 7 .2009 .. Its been a month now... I'm glad that you want to talk things out in person .. Just so you know , things have changes so much in both our worlds .. How i wish i could press a reset & feel that feeling again ..