later i`ll be workng from 9.30 am -11.30pm !

& i dont know y am i still awake . tho i was uber xhausted now . but my mind cant stop thinking wondering . mum did ask me Y . i never ans her yet i cried . & she was lyke "da la suda la ,asek nangis aje . mama tk suke . dulu kn da bgs² happy . da g mkn g tdo sok keje ." i remain silentz ! im hungry bt i dont feel lyke eating anythng . Y must this thing happn again?!

ALLAH pls ! protect me ! pls help me pls gv me the strength! im sick & tired wih this 'game' . im tired of cryng over & over again! seems this thing wont over now . it will takes tyme & i hvta face this!

All this tears lyke im battle with it !

i hv nothing to say !

im praying very very very hard about this !

how am i going to ...

how ?

its all depend on me ? or depend on you now?

ive playd my part ! now it ur turns !

bby im telling you this !