Today my day off! ive been cry-ing since yesterday . im soo freaking down !& i hate it so much . how i wish i could move on now . dismiss all this shit out off my mind ! y must i be so lyke cry baby !! crying over the samething ! Y i let you break my heart again? how could u play games with my heart ? Y am i so stupid to waste my tyme for u ?! while all my friends says theres no point to love someone lyke you ! *sigh !
18.05.2010 Tuesday
working moring 8-6.30 ! my roster was 8-11pm clear all the new stock ! 11-1.30 cashier 1.30-2.30 break @ sakura ! tk sedap ! 2.30-3.30 cashier ! 3.30-4.30 front ! 5-6.30 cashier ! notice somethnig? ive been doing cashier all the way ! So i went mia for couple of tymes! hiding at stockroom for wat? *cryng! hiding at alteration for wat?*crying ! hiding at wonem's front for wat ? *crying ! thanx to vel ,fika , sue & naurah for the hugs !! i felt useless !! cryng lyke buang² airmata ! bt i just cnt control it ! & i wanna to let it out ! Yet the more i cry the more i feel down !! *sigh! but i take it as allah test me to be a strong person !
17.05.2010 MONDAY
HAPPY 21st BDAY TO YOU MY BLOVED SISTER FADILA !
16.05.2010 SUNDAY
springG cleaning @ MAI with my love ! before the sental menyental session.we 'abglip abgwan tita & me' cook for all the people la kn . AYAM MASAK LEMAK CILI PADI a.k.a ayam cerah ! i only help with the goreng² . well i dont know how to cook watt. bt atleast i help ! yeah only me & tita 'girl' that day ! we went to smngt menyental for less then 3hr ! musolah wanita, toilet& the dapo ! wahliowei ! see how strong & smngat we are ! we help bt we never eat ! pity us ! so by 6pm we cabot!wento northpoint & had our breakfst & lunch so called dinner at ljs ! kebulo ini due branak i tell u ! had fun with tita tho im still sick that day & mood lyke swing suck bt ive made it ! successd to put aside mysadness wen im with my tita love ! tita thank you for everything ! i know how hate you are to see me cry !