No matter how many times we fell apart how many times we argue how many times you scoldd me how many times i said i hate you my heart keep coming back to you i love you love you so much Ridhwan Matin but Y izit so hard for you to understand me , my situation . i wish you knew that , i want you , the old you . i want my old ridhwan matin. i miss him so much . my heart says i need him now & forever . im sorry at a time i made things worst . im sorry i hurts you now & then . im sorry if im not the type that you searching for . im sorry if youre not happy with me . im sorry my love